Dear Heart

( Destiny )

Dear heart

I'd like to think that things will change

things will go back to the way they used to be

but I have a feeling they're only going to get worse

and it's my fault for the way they are to be

I thought I could change you

mold you to me

but I am the blind one

for it's really you who sees

All these years I thought I was different

but you have proven me wrong

I am no different than her or anyone else

that's come along

I'm so, so sorry

I've become this horrible person

and I don't know how to talk to you anymore

I don't know what to say, cuz' the things I wish

I could say I can't

There's this huge gap between you and me

We are like two perfect strangers, we don't even know

each others names. I don't know what you want

or what you think, but I do know now that you can bleed

bleeding..hearts..&..bleeding..pens